You're the reason why i am living my life to the fullest

2006-05-30T20:44:00.000-07:00

..save me..

2006-05-01T13:19:00.000-07:00

wow..just so many things had happened..need some time to sort out my thinking..lolz. kinda strange that these kind of thing comes and goes..yet it leaves behind such a huge impact..it leaves me behind confuse..sometimes. i'm glad that we cleared it quickly..just afraid that we would not be so lucky each time.its just so worrying. looks like everthing has its ups and downs..how would someone treasure something if he/she has not gone through the opposite of it? or had seriously thought of the consequences? or experienced the lost of it before?; i think that all these had been tests and obstacles and luckily for us, it was handled better than expected.i rlly believe in the saying that all things happen for a reason; its just all up to the person to look at it in the good side or the unhappy side;the feeling of togetherness..with you..makes me feel so blessed. i dunno..guess it had suddenly got me thinkin, so deep..yet not in a harmful way..i would treasure you so much more from now on..cause fate is also there,giving us support. Anw how are you now?..fevers gone but the sorethroats still there..make sure you take care k? drink lots of water and rest..i will always be beside you..even if its not physically..mentally we are..oh. and Happy Labour Day!

2006-04-14T01:33:00.000-07:00

..this post is for apologizing to everyone for flaring up..sorry. Will control more. i know u all mentioned that as everyone knows about it i should feel fine about it and bear it as it is sort of known by everyone..but you all are friends so why is it that u all cant be concerned about how i would feel..it could be and interesting topic and laugh about..but it becomes irritating after a while so..anw i was in the wrong and i sincerly apologize again..

Talking about the heats..everyone put in lots of effort in running..good running. Practically all the events made it to the finals..we shall be the the best class yet again. haiz..cant believe i threw last years badge away for winning..phew. So many things had happened for the past few weeks..at least its over. We gone through it all together and as the days goes by, i cant help loving you more and more..thanks for being by my side when things go wrong.. i can feel it.its growing stronger..you're irreplaceable in my heart.

2006-03-17T23:15:00.000-08:00

oops.. sorry people. So long nvr blog liao.. after more than 10 days. todays leadership camp was quite fun lah..everyone was like motivated by the prize. though we did not win.. we still had fun. Instructor adrian's paper "aeroplane" throw til so far.. dun think anyone of us could throw further than his even if we made an identical one.. then the game ton ton and april was in charge of was like crap lor.. try your luck one. So siasway..during the car competition rolled the car into the drain..so embarrassing. the game which everyone stayed in circles of raffia string was quite challenging..when i carried you..felt so scared that i was going to drop you..dun worry. u werent heavy at all. although everyone was able to get into the circle and had somemore space.. the feeling when i was carrying u was.. seriously wonderful.(shall not elaborate more). the day ended off with mrs lim letting us off late.. so idiot.. but it still was a good day after all..

2006-03-05T23:14:00.000-08:00

hmms... finally posting again..feel that our relationship has grew stronger..maybe i have said it before... you are the most beautiful person i have ever seen and u remain to be the only one i love.maybe it has gone through rough patches and bad times but it has revived yet again, giving us new hope. Always enjoyed talking on the phone with you...keep me entertained and crapped.. lolz. love the way u are, the way things are done by u.. everything. arent everlasting relationships suppose to go thorugh bad times as well? i hope that this one can last forever. from strangers to friends to best friends to items, it sure has been a magical journey.. this is what i want to tell you, if u are reading this post. yawn*. tired. gonna sleep now...

2006-02-28T22:30:00.000-08:00

Exams are over!!! besides art.. a lame subject that is 100% impossible to score A1.. haiz.. feel so much more relaxed and less tense..time to play. Initial d ! Here i come! Wonder how is the tap dance gonna be like...and tml no lessons at all. Now projects and more projects piling up... especially english! Book reviews and oral presentation..Today dearest bought me lollie to eat! So nice... ate it up.Burp*. Hope you are feeling better.. rest alot k? Rains fall, wind blows, sun shines... it all comes naturally, just like loving you. I will love you always and forever!

Exams are study, study, study... suddenly the exams ends and i feel that i have nothing to do and nothing interests me.. so bored..

2006-02-26T23:13:00.000-08:00

mugging... so much to catch up on... so no time to blog... no lah. I skiving away then dun feel like blogging.. So bored.. practically did nothing else the whole day.. die luh.. tml get lit. DIE.. Bio paper alot of applications.. plain studying is of no use at all..scary. WOW. OMG. junneng keep saying that wanna fight with chi ho... dunno true or not. He sounded persistent though. Say want to meet at the backgate and fight. and even walking with him to mrt. Haiz.. junneng just taking on chi ho to relieve stress and have some fun. Less than an hour left.. so damn excited.. one month seems so quick..but the best one ever. After the bad experience today made me love you so so much more... words alone cant describe. i'm totally on cloud's nine!!!

Thought i would share with you all something

i love you
u love me
we are big fat chimpanzees
you have a great big ass thats looks like mine
wont u say u kiss it too!

know its lame but nothing else to write ler.. THE BIG DAY...

2006-02-24T23:18:00.000-08:00

The weekdays has finally ended... at least got two full days for math and bio..English was almost incomprehensible...dunno how i did.Today early dismissal! Very good. Had some free time so spent it on arcade "initial D". Damn fun and addictive.Vrmmmm vrmmmm... definately going again after exams. haiz. Today chi ho still not making an progress... still cant fight back. Lolz. still cant believe i told you so much stuff about my "childhood"... sure that its not interesting at all. 3 days left.. getting more and more excited about it everytime i think of it! Vry impt day. I think of the sun for days , the moon for nights and u FOREVER...today very short post...

2006-02-23T23:25:00.000-08:00

Todays chinese test quite ok bah... forgot to bring chinese dictionary so nvr use the good phrases and stuff.. thinking skills lesson was Mr Tan. OMG! He was like so crappy.. because the sky is so high and the sea is so deep and the mountains are so... utter crap. Dun knoe if have to stay back for ndp tml but even if have Mr Cheng nvr say so dun care lah. After school go MAC with Ton, XT and chi ho. discussing about tatics to counter-back junneng for suan-ing him so much.. lame. Came back dead tired and slept throughout the afternooon. After that called you and u very arse lor!! Keep on praising urself..lolz. HAHAHAHA. Dunno why but today i also like that..keep bragging. 4 more days to the big day!! Dunno how this relationship will turn out but i seriously think that it will turn out just as it is suppose to be.. a happy ending! Let these words not only touch your eyes, let them travel through you soul, and let them rest in your heart as you rest in mine... I love you and only you! Sorry for posting so late..

First entry

2006-02-22T23:35:00.000-08:00

Todays lit... misinterpreted the question so... took that Miss Ver as a worm working in the office.. so crazy. Doubt its gonna be ok. After school spent time with dear... never been happier! The feeling is just.. perfect. So cute.. keep thinking that the drink will spill... hahaz. Hope we can have more time to spend with each other other like that. This is the first post so shall not write too long.. Did'nt know that making a blog could be so troublesome.. haiz. if i had known... Loving you makes my heart explodes with happiness.. and i hope that this special connection can last forever and ever.